okay. i'm guilty. i haven't updated this thing in more than a month.
junior year is demanding. now i have a daily routine of doing things, and xanga is not one of them.
(you'd have to find me on myspace now.)

i don't know if i'm a changed person, or if i feel any better.
releine says i'm still immature. -_- whatever. hahaha.
it's quite easy to look back, so i'm keeping my focus on the future.
there are so many things i wish i could say, but it's best to keep things left unsaid.

my layout kinda fits the halloween mood.
i wish i had the time to make a new layout.. :[

sometimes my crazy mad woman side comes out, and YOU are just lucky there's always someone there to hold me down.

this is what basically happened yesterday. lol

so it's almost been a month since i had a new layout (press F11). well, the past events have influenced me to make this layout.
i don't know if you really understand what's going on, but yeah. try to see through my aesthetic.
i'm still in the process of recovery. if you wanna know more, just go here. i don't feel like repeating myself. plus, it might explain a bit about my layout.

i was finally able to see charlotte since february. i'm so happy! i missed her so much. :] i also hung out with kim, jenny n., crystal, joy & andrew. we met up at starbucks in townsquare and just walked around. charlotte was hungry, so we ate at chipotle where i got a free soda. XD i'm so good. then we crossed over to where marshalls and all those places. i found this really kawaii purse at old navy which had my name all over it, so i had to get it. then walked to first colony mall and did more stuffs. i swear, there are too many people from kempner that hang out at that area. i'm glad i spent my day with them. <3

eye candy?

these are so cute!

LIGHTSABERS?!

don't mess with me. ;]

she's too cute.

me&baby sis. :]

crystal, kim, andrew, charlotte & joy.
scratch out the white guy.

don't they look like they're dating? LOL

the group crossing over.

bakla?

me, kim & crystal.

me, charlotte & joy.

me&charlotte. <3

me&jenny. IGNORE KIM. LOL

the girl group!

my mom&i.

chyeah right, foo.

i adore this purse.

rawr. i need serious therapy.
i hate how what he said was repeated by my own mother.

new song: strict machine - goldfrapp
if you noticed, they play this song for the "chocolate" commercial for verizon.

happy birthday mommy!
i know i hurt you sometimes; i act like i don't appreciate the fact you're always there for me, but i really do love you. i don't know what i would do without you. you and daddy are the only ones on God's green earth that would truly care for me, and i really appreciate it. thank you.

last week was just killing me inside. everyday i wanted to break down.
this year is definitely not starting off well.

it hurts so much..

new song: kitty kat - beyonce

first day of school. ugh. i'm not really a big fan of my schedule. well, the fact that i don't have 'A' lunch disappoints me. that's the only thing i guess. other than the fact that there are certain people in some of my classes that need a can of STFU. plus, criminal justice wasn't what i expected it to be. AND I DIDN'T GET MR. BEAL. WTF. well, i shouldn't complain too much since some people's schedules are effed up.
YES, I KNOW I COMPLAIN TOO MUCH. WHATEVER. RAWR.
i think i can deal with this. i can handle those cats that run their mouths. i know i didn't like my schedule change last year 'cause of mr. wells, but it turned out to be good. i just know for sure that i <3 orchestra & chemistry. i like ending my day well. :]

happy 14th birthday jenny!
sorry i couldn't put much effort into your present, but i'm glad you loved it anyway! as much as i love you! :D

new song: song from smile again soundtrack.
reminds me of the happy ending of the korean drama.

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